...I keep thgs to myself and seldom do i confide to anyone, simply because most of the time i hv thoughts that may be different (or sometimes heretical) to others, and the best way to minimize any casualties nor disputations is to keep it as secrets.
Believe, trust and faith...to me, I believe in most ppl, assured they are doing the best for themselves, rather than for the public/group benefit; thus, I put little trust in anyone. I end up feeling disappointed with the outcome yet get most of the blames out of it (I always put high expectations from others). For me, "Trust" is something u should earn from ppl, once lost u have to put more effort to earn again from me. Looking back to my poor records of putting faith in the hands of not-so-responsible ppl, I am now quite justified myslf not to put too much trust on anyone, lest to shatter my last piece of hope that people will actually try to work hard for somethg good for all. I am such optimistic for meeting such people, which I met a handful so far. "Faith", I never seem to know it well enough, waiting for the enlightenment.
Putting aside those, I indulge myself to the luxury of non-sense-ing~ :D
p/s: i am not quite in the mood during this blogging, but i guess i will get bttr soon. We should celebrate and cherish our life, not lamenting over every trifles.
